It has been way too long....

I can't believe how long it has been since I posted on my blog. It has been years....no the testosterone has not killed me. Life has just gotten completely crazy.
Let's see I got back into teaching and currently teach preschool, I am also currently going to college to get my associates degree in early childhood education, and I am still raising my 3 boys I gave birth to and the one I married.
So my life is definitely a juggling act!
Buddy is now 16 and is learning to drive on roads instead of racetracks. He retired from racing when he was 13, he just got too big for his racecar. He is a volunteer firefighter, signed up on his 16th birthday. No surprise there he has always wanted to follow in his dads footsteps. He goes to a technical high school where he is learning the plumbing trade.
Picasso is now 13 and wants to go to the same high school as his brother. He has gone through alot over the last few years. He was bullied alot and we wound up moving to a better school system. I have seen him go from an unhappy, shy boy, to an outgoing happy teenager.
Bubba is now 7. He is still as smart as ever. He amazes me. He loves animals and has alot of friends.
DH has been through hell and back losing 3 coworkers, two in the last two years. They were both young. One died of cancer the other suicide. Very difficult, I think a piece of DH died with them. He just isn't the same.